17th of December 2004

Ketika titis lagi emosi i imagine you SO BAD, ketika kadar iman titis tinggi i imagine you NOTHING AND NO BODY, ketika titis lagi gila i imagine younYOU ARE MY EVERYTHING. tetapi bagaimanapun kau bukan siapa-siapa hanya seorang hamba Tuhan dan milik Tuhan. Begitu juga titis, titis kangen.., titis kadang tersiksa dengan rasa ini tapi juga kadang titis bisa menikmati rasa ini.Astaghfirullah ...titis hanya bisa selalu berusaha beristiqomah di jalanmu ya Allah, berusaha untuk selalu mencintaimu lebih dari segalanya, berusaha menjadi lebih baik..,berdoa untuk semuanya...SABAR YAA TITIS SAYANG ...tetap berusaha berdoa sama Allah. LOVING YOU ...Mmmmuach ......

18th of December 2004
Morning day..., today is saturday, its a nice day because i have'nt lesson, today and tomorrow are really weekend, mmm ...i wanna story about someone, i know it's pool, stupid idea, such as crazy peple do, but it's okay, the important thing is i'm enjoy of it. i can minimalize my problem, make happy, n gladden my sorrow, etc. he came into my life offered me a lot of things to share, took me to the greatest place that i've never been there, he has touched a lot of space, every single words from he seemed nice, but i never knew that he is just like another guy, some times i wondered why, why he culd be so unkind, but then i realized the funniest thing was me who believed everything that he said, don't look at me like you really love me, don't say you love me if you don't wan't me, don't say you're sorry cause it's not gonna change everything, that you've be done and you think it was fun, don't come to me if you plan to leave me. don;t hold me so tight if you to try to harm me, don't think it's easy to be the one, that you love and forget, and things are not quite interesting.


21th of December 2004

Really I'm annoyed of her attitude
SUCK !!!!!

25 th of December 2004

I love you mom, titis sayang mamah, relly i don't mean to hurt you mom, appologize me mom. i have many mistakes, i am so regret, mom...i will always stand by you, you are my everything. sun sayang dan kangen dari jauh...i love you so much mom ..i miss you ...

Kuningan, Yogyakarta ..
Everydays i'm always confused, since i just knew man or love ( may be ), it's so resentful, i don't know well what caused my self to be confuse ???, i always try to think posotive things that may be i have not bring my self closer to Allah. lazzy may hampered me to raise everything i want and my aim for my life.